Dawn - 08/24/14 When I realize that I was standing looking in the mirror is late, could not possibly arrive in time for work. - O-oh ... Damn! I finish dressing my shorts, and I lay in bed, felt a means familiar smell, I can not explain (And something more ... What's better not comment). This last week was being ... Tiring. Had just moved, left of my close friends. "Friends", and I let out a brief sigh. I missed friends, even never having any. For me it was always extremely difficult to bond with someone. When I say extremely, I mean SUPER HARD! Being a shy child, and not very communicative ... Whenever I was alone in the church, or the birthday parties. "Anyway ..." is what I say every time I try to stop thinking about something that probably let me down further. "B-but ... What about him?" Get up and go to the window, letting the wind hit my breasts by doing my lift, leaving a chill. "How is he?" I look down and see the young Baker, he is so friendly, always brings me great breads, I can tell he's cute in a way. I let out a small smile, simple and innocent. "Jean always said that my smile is beautiful ..." My face flushes, this was one of the happiest memories I've ever had, and probably never have a moment like th- "STOP!" Scream in my mind as firmly secure my shirt "Stop thinking about it you idiot, so you will never forget ..." It was amazing how my imagination can easily fly memories and feelings can simply show up and shout: "HEY! Remember that weird thing you did in 4th grade?" or "Remember that time you and he were alone? And you just doing nothing". This is all my brain reminding me how useless I am, thank you brain "Your Welcome" I think this would be the answer of my brain for me, it makes me drop a small and short laugh, that is soon swallowed up by reality, I had to arrive on time for work. My bed as more messed up than usual, usually only one side was messy, but today they were both, I make a confused face. - How so? - I say. - Mh ... Anyway... I finish getting ready, basic thing, a short... Panties ... (Do not tell me nothing, panties are more comfortable than briefs, so nobody in the world can deny), and a white blouse, nothing more, nothing perfect all simple, as I always try to be. So I go down the stairs and when I walk in the kitchen, remember why my bed was all messed up "H-Him again?" And I think at the time, and all of last night's on my mind, like a flashback. A bar, beer, he ... Again ... - Mh ... Hi? - I say embarrassed, blushing a little. - Oh ... Hey Thal! Good day! - He grins. Wow, that smile ... Beautiful ... - G-Good day ... - I leave a fool smile and visibly glad he was there. - ... I made breakfast for you ... To my surprise I blush as he was getting to do this to me? Okay ... I explain this ... Young panda I describe here is ... My new "friend", since I moved to this apartment and got a job, I always speak to him. We met in new job. Even with my difficulty in finding new friends I approached him, I was really surprised with this my achievement! 16 years, lost live, shyness lvl over 9000, but I can still make a friend! "YISS!" It would be what my brain would say. (I love my brain ... Do not ask me why). - Thal ... Mh? - He comes closer to me, visibly worried, I had probably had one of those ... how do you say? Blackout? I do not know ... Times when we exited the reality and envision a random corner, lost in thought. - Thaal! - He brings me to reality. - O-oh ... sorry ... Gab - I, embarrassed, try not to look in his eyes. - H-Happened again ... Sorry ... He hugs me. Ok, now understand, a hug a panda say ... Be WELL taller than you are ... Perfect. Brings me a warm feeling, I feel protected, I feel ... Special ... - H-hey ... Gab - I let a smile escape. - Thal ... Ok ok I'm here okay? - He pats my head, his hand was pretty big, so I could caress me easily. I'll come back to me completely, and sat on the table. Gab was shirtless, loved his chubby body, was not spotted, much less extra fat, but perfect. Slowly as the toast that Gab had prepared for us. - Mh ... So ... What a coincidence that we found in the bar last night is not it? - He sighs and rubs his cheek, savoring the toast. - Yes ... yes - I mean, but it was obvious to both of us that Gab had gone to the bar just to see me, these past few weeks was being difficult to stay away from my "friends" and even more of Jane, he and I never had nothing. Mh ... Ok, I had something for him, say it was "love." Yes, I was crashed. And even though he probably would not want anything from me, I can not forget him ... All good moment- "SHUT UP!" I say in my mind, and lift the look, just realized I was staring at the toast halfway to my mouth. - Hm ... Sorry ... - I say to Gab, and bite another piece of toast. He gives a silly smile that makes me smile. - Mh ... So ... Today is sun- - TODAY IS SUNDAY? - I scream, not on my mind, but for Gab, I was literally amazed. - Y-yes Thal ... Today is Sunday ... - It gives the same goofy smile and clean the dirt that the toast was on my lips. The touch of his paw makes me blush. - I ... I forgot ... - I look to the side - Mh ... You were saying? He takes another bite of his toast. - T-Today is Sunday ... And I wonder ... if you do not want to ... Go out or something? I dunno ... I do not have much to do today ... - He says while keeps his gaze on toast, was visibly stained. - O-oh ... - I say surprised, I feel my face heating up. - Mh ... If you do not want no problem ... - He tries to hide his face flushed and scratches his head. I feel a cold wind coming from behind for 3 seconds I think the window was open, but then I realize it was only my tail wagging, she seemed happy. What was amazing, the last time she had been wagging that way when Jane tinh- "SHUT UP!" Cry, but not in my head, I had yelled at me and Gab. I look at him embarrassed. - S-S-Sorry ... that was not with you. It was ... With this here. - I point to my head. He, to my total surprise, laughed. - H-hey ... - Sorry ... You're cute, knew Thal? I make my own tail hide my face was burning now. - Mh ... G-Gab! - I mean completely flushed. - What? It's true! - He laughs. I hope my face back to normal and let my tail to rest, caught my toast again and when I lift my gaze to see the Gab staring at me with a smile. - Mh ... Hi? - Hi - He says, keeping the smile. I finish eating my toast. - Go out ... So you say? The smile vanishes from the face of Gab, i see him blushing slightly. - Mh ... You ... Only if you want ... - He says finishing eating his toast. I get up and put his hands in his pockets. - Hey! Of course I want to go! - I say. - Mh ... Ok then ... I can take a bath? I think i had some clother here ... - He says scratching his cheek. - Of course! I hope ... - I'm going towards the couch and sit down. As he had clothes in my apartment was a mystery, but no matter, I would leave the house, which was a good thing. I turn on the TV and wait for Gab, it did not take long showers, which was making me a little preoculpado, but 20 minutes later I hear the door to my room beating, he was coming. I picked up the keys to the apartment and turn. Ok, I was surprised. It was beautiful. A pair of jeans, a simple black blouse, writing "SPQR" on the chest, and then down "Chalet Neptune". I loved that shirt. He knew I loved that shirt. - Oh ... - I put my paws in my mouth. - What? I'm ugly? - He says a little embarrassed - N-no no! - I smile - Let's go? - Mh ... Sure ... - He finishes straighten your hair together and see to the door, I open, but to my surprise Gab blocks me. - Mh ... Gab? - I look at him confused. He faces the stairs for a moment, then hugs me. - O-oh ... Gab? Feel him hugging me even stronger. - Y-you ... Okay? - I say a little worried. Gab stops hugging me, but what comes next ... left me confused, happy, indecisive, happy, ruddy, happy, excited, happy. All while ... Gab gently pulled my chin closer to his head and kissed my cheek. - Now I ... I'm ... Okay.. - He smiles and runs up the stairs, leaving me alone and stained. Totally confused by what just happened, and by what kept me this Sunday. "Heey! A-and Jane!?" I listen to my brain whisper. "Who?" Retort and loose a smile before heading down the stairs following Gab.