Through the flames of hell 
I ride endlessly on a black horse
In bleak demise 
There is no end to all the pain
In the distance 
I see my memories of long forgotten
Behind me
Are the memories that should have came

This black horse carries me swiftly into the night
Swiftly into the void of despair 
Into the abyss of sorrows
And I go along for the ride 
I think
“why am I doing this?”
“why am I leading myself down this road?”
But no answers come to me
Only the sound of galloping hooves

Deeper and deeper I go into the unknown
Lost forever amongst the damned
Living as though this was all a dream
A really bad dream
Wanting to end it all
But cant 
Cause something or someone is keeping me here
And as I ride
My journey through this hellish life will never end
Cause no one will ever truly understand the mind of mentally ill person…