Sem------------------------------

I can't believe I did that.  

Granted, I was forced to by necessity, but.. still, I can't believe I did that.  Then again... recently, I've done a whole bunch of stuff that I didn't believe I would do.  Well... I mean, yeah, I thought I would eventually, you know, get... um... have sex, but... I didn't expect to do so in college.  And that was because I knew myself.  I'm not outgoing.  Not at all.  On my own, there's absolutely no way I would have even gone to that party, never mind go home with somefur... and definitely not sleep with them... I mean... and then, the Treatment?  Why the hell would I willingly go into that?  I mean, I know there would be some furs out there that would definitely go into that, not me.  I wouldn't do that... I'd be too scared.  

Well, I would have been to scared.  Jeez, I'm talking about myself in the past tense, here...

Look, call me lame, call me a prude, call me whatever you can think of, I just didn't expect to do all of the things that I've done in the past week.  (Jeez, it's only been a week?) And now, here I am, walking out of literature class, reeking of the scent of yiff, catching the jealous or lustful (and quite often both) stares of my classmates, paw in paw with my new girlfriend, Kiyara.  I don't even know who I am anymore.  Am I even the same person?  Or... maybe I just need to relax, see how this will go....  Or maybe I just think too damn much.

“Hey, Sem,” said Kiyara as we walked out of the classroom and down the hall of the Hooker building.  I jumped, having once again been lost in my thoughts.

“Um... yeah?”  She just giggled in response, an action I had to admit was as cute as it was puzzling.  “What?”

She shook her head.  “Nothing, nothing... just... you looked so cute, with your head in the clouds.  You're kinda mysterious like that.”  She grinned.  “I like mystery males.”  I blushed a bit, looking away.  “Besides, I was wondering if there was ever a chance you would let me know what you're thinking, someday.”

I blinked, glancing at her.  “You wanna know my thoughts?”

“Well, yeah, sure.  Would be interesting, knowin' how you tick.”  

That grin of hers widened, forcing me to look away.  “My thoughts... I'm not that interesting.  Really.”

“Oh?  The other night, at the party, you seemed interesting enough to me.  Interesting enough to sleep with, certainly.”  And again I blushed, yet was annoyed.  But then... why was I annoyed?  “Sem, why don't you let me be the judge of whether I think you're interesting, hm?”

“I, well... yeah, sure.”  I felt stupid.

I felt her paw pull my face over to look into her eyes, stopping me.  “Okay?” she said again, smiling softly.  I completely forgot why I was annoyed at her.  

“Y-yeah...” I said, nodding.  And now I was blushing for a different reason.  

“So,” she began again, us walking across the quad.  “We won't see each other for the rest of the day.”  

“We won't?”

“Nope... we don't have any more classes together.  I've paid attention.”  The remark stung a bit, but it was tempered by her ready, if teasing, smile.  “Wanna get together later, after classes?”  

Well, why not, I thought, and was about to answer as such when I remembered...  I still had that study-thing with Croy.  So, I told Kiyara about that.  

“Oh?” she said.  I stopped.  Somehow, that word held more meaning than I had ever heard a word hold before.  I looked at Kiyara, whose face told me nothing besides a brief twitch of her eyebrows, her eyes telling of all the amusement in the world.  

“Is there... something I should know, Kiyara?”

She shook her head.  “No, no... just remembering something Croy told me.”

“Which was?”

She chuckled.  “Nothing.”

“Now who's keeping secrets?”  I managed as smile, but I still wanted to know.  We shared a laugh, though, by this time, we had reached where we were going separate ways.  

“So, since today seems out of the picture, how about we do something later this week.  Say... this Friday?”  She held herself coyly, teasing.  If it weren't for that look in her eyes, I would have been convinced she was being apprehensive.  My smile widened a bit.

“Sure, sounds like a plan.”  She smiled back, then leaned forward.  I thought she was going in for a little peck, so I was immensely surprised when her muzzle opened slightly, sucking me into a deeper kiss, her tongue wriggling around with my own.  

By the time I had gathered myself, she was finished, leaving me standing there, completely dumbstruck.  She gave me a little finger wave.  “Bye, Sem...” she said, and walked down the hall.  

It took me a second to realize exactly how erotic that moment was.  So, now I was dealing with that, and reactions to my scent.  

This was going to be a long day...